When I look at those future honorees of a Lobo banquet yet to come, it fills me with pride and makes the sting of parting with these four young people perhaps a little less painful.

But not by much.

Honestly, what these four men have accomplished here on the sometimes difficult path that brought them to this destination, kind of reminds me of the Wizard of Oz in reverse. That is, instead of a journey to find a heart or a mind or courage, they came into UNM with those qualities already in abundance, blessing us with them at every turn of the page and bounce of the ball.

I will never forget them.

Their saga has stretched across four seasons under the Pit and the Pendulum that is often Lobo basketball - and beneath the sometimes harsh glow from the Duke City lights.

They have certainly earned the right to prosper down that yellow brick highway.

Godspeed, gentlemen.

Ah, but then there was the kiss on the cheek that I had received from Italian Gary Chiotti. All I could think about at the time, was that scene in "The Godfather" where Michael Corleone kisses his brother on the cheek just moments before ordering his assassination.

"I know it was you Fredo. You broke my heart."

What in the hell?? All that I did was accidentally bump into him, causing him to spill a drink on the dapper duds he was sporting for the occasion. Honest!

Then a little later on, there was that whole "dabo" thing of his. Sitting at a table after the banquet, Gary began to hurl that mysterious epitaph at me, much to the delight of my smirking, so-called 'friends.'

"I don't know what that word means exactly," he explained to them while fixing me with the evil eye, "but it is some sort of old Italian curse."

You have got to be kidding me. Well anyway, what a night, huh?

Great company all of the way, with David and Cathy (Mr. and Mrs. Yooper); Rick (loborick); Eric (mini me); Ray (loboray); Dan (LoboD); Steve (LoboMac); Gary (unmwbfn) and last but certainly not least - except in size maybe, Eric's lovable 7-year old son, Lucas. He really kept the party hopping all night long, but he was just a little too sharp for this old geezer. I never could quite convince him that the gravy was really motor oil, nor that the food we were served was really seaweed and skunk-butt. ("Mmmmm. Skunk-butt sure is good!") Oh well. Hopefully, his brief encounter with me did not scar him for life. Oh, and there was also our good buddy Kurt (brooklyn_esq), who kept be-bopping by our table every now and then to throw out some nugget of wisdom or wit. For some insane reason, Kurt sat at the table with David Chiotti right up next to the stage, instead of wayyyyy in the back with the rest of us on Knucklehead Row.

Imagine that.

As we waited outside to make our entrance, I was gabbing my fool head off to the guys and felt someone grab my arm, pat me on the back and say, "Thanks for coming guys." It was Rudy Davalos, already rushing his way through the crowd in front of us. That little gesture on his part was yet another of the many on the night this made me feel like a million bucks. Hell, I was a rich man, are you kidding?

Nevertheless, I truly felt like the school missed a really cool chance to honor Rudy that night. He should have been given some sort of surprise 'Lifetime Achievement' award for all that he has meant to the university and to the state. Hell, I am angry at myself for not giving him one.

As we made our way down to "knucklehead row" and took our seats, everyone was having a laugh at my expense. You mean that I have to purchase a ticket each time that I buy a beer? What in the hell kind of scam is that? Where I come from, you only get the "tickets" after you indulge!

It was that kind of a night, alright. As we sat and gawked at the stars that only a Lobo fan would appreciate, we waited for the show to begin. As I have already indicated, our table was the last one on the last row of Lobo knuckleheads. In fact, we were parked right next to the exit doors, which I assume was someone's bright idea of showing us that law enforcement officials were only a few steps away if we should happen to become unruly or step out of line. Another reason soon became apparent however, when the big doors swung open and a rather large table was brought in and placed just few feet away from ours - making our already tight quarters even tighter.

"What in the hell is this happy horseshit," some big-mouth exclaimed - probably named Jimmy. Well, the confusion soon turned to awe, as we watched university staff carry in turquoise throwback jerseys bearing the names of our seniors and deposit them on the table.

They were going to be auctioned off!

Counting my pennies and dimes, I excitedly asked our group, "How much do you think they'll go for...huh?" The estimates varied, but I proclaimed almost immediately that $300 would be my limit, as ebay had taught me to use such prudence down through the years. Ah, but it would take something far greater than money to prevent one of those jerseys from finding it's way into my sweaty little hands on this particular night.

The great Lobo fan Snake was on hand helping out the Lobos at the banquet, as he has done for so many years up in the stands. It was great to talk with him again, even though I wish that he would learn my name one of these days. "Hey, it's the wolfman," he exclaimed as we shook hands and told each other how much we were going to miss the seniors. Eyeing the jerseys, it was obvious that Snake wanted one as badly as me.

"I'm going for the Chiotti one," he said with a hopeful smile.

Wishing him luck, I told him, "I want all of them, but I think I'll go for Jeff Hart. I'd like to have Dave's too, but I'd just want to give it to his dad if I got lucky and won it."

About that time, Lobo great Mike Roberts walked-up to the podium and it was time for everyone to grab their seats. As good as Mike was at the football banquet, he was even better tonight. Warm and absolutely hilarious throughout the evening, it bears repeating here once again that without Mike at the mic, there is simply a gaping hole in the Lobo experience. For me, his voice was the Lobo beacon on an AM wilderness for a young kid growing up on the eastern edge of the state, where Lobo support is scarce - and Lobo news even scarcer. Utterly irreplaceable, and the one Lobo who I would most like to interview, that's Mike Roberts.

Thank you for all that you have meant to every single Lobo player and fan who have ever howled alongside you during these past forty years, Mike. You are indeed a state treasure.

Before we get to David's well deserved honor, I had decided that his pop needed an award on this special night also. Never mind that it didn't occur to me until the last minute, I was still able to get it done. The rest of the table thought I should wait for a little while to give it to him, but being the big kid that I am, I just couldn't wait to play Santa Claus. For you see, Gary Chiotti means the world to me. He - more than any other single person, has validated that my intentions behind Wolf-Bytes are good and honorable. People like David and him are entirely the reasons why I do it.

Oh, there are a hundred disappointments for every shining moment, but Gary Chiotti made me forget every single one of them on the day that I first met him. Heck, on this particular night, he would give me the strength to shrug off any future disappointments that must surely be waiting just around the corner. When Kurt Roth first called me and said that Gary Chiotti might be interested in an interview, I was very cautious. Danny Granger's dad had just stiffed me - as had countless others. I had learned a long time ago, that being 100% positive and uplifting to our school did not really garner me any special audience with those whom I admired.

Kurt said something at the end of our conversation, which I'll never forget. After giving me Gary's phone number he said, "Now don't get too used to this kind of thing happening. This guy is just one in a million".

Boy, was he sure telling the truth. Some four, long chapters later, everyone else could see that very thing for themselves. I still think that the craziest thing - the most endearing thing to me, was when he sent me priceless, original, family photographs to use in the articles. Man, I was just so overwhelmed by that gesture, that I'm still shaking my head as I write this. I wasn't worthy and I knew it - so I set out to write the best stories that I possibly could for him and his family. I don't know if they ever attained the level that I aspired them to reach, but Gary and Madeline Chiotti loved them, and that was much more than I could ever ask for.

Later, Gary became a fixture on our site and "rubbed shoulders" with all of us. It was so rewarding for me personally, to be able to provide him with a safe place from which to follow his beloved son. He took part in the threads and even debated Richard Stevens in our chat room! Best of all, he got to touch many others of you this year through meetings at games this season and whatnot. The words each one of you spoke after meeting with him, were all dressed in love and respect for the man. Not a surprise, as you just can't help but come away from meeting the Coyote without a big smile and a renewed sense of purpose.

I love him to death - Godfather kiss and all.

He is a man's man, with an angel's heart, doing God's work upon this rock. I hope that this article makes him smile, because I love to make him smile.

Thanks Coyote.

Son David had some mighty big footsteps to follow in obviously, but he has done so admirably and even managed to make those steps all his own. For four seasons, David has led the team by example and rock-solid dignity. One of the biggest stars on the biggest attraction in town, everyone seemed to realize that fact except for David Chiotti. Humble, hardworking and generous to a fault, all of the other 'stars' in college basketball could learn a lot from him. Case in point: As I went looking for his father in order to present the award that we had for him, I could not locate the Coyote (apparently, he had wandered over to our table in the back looking for us!). Well, as I approached David and showed him the trophy for his father, he smiled just the biggest smile and seemed genuinely moved by our gesture. Kelsey Lewis as usual, was utterly charming and delightful, and clearly so proud of her David on this special night. Before I could stop him, David shot up from the table and went out trying to find his dad for me. Geez! Here it is on his night, and he is trying to help some knucklehead Lobo fan find this crazy, mad, Italian father of his! Well, that's just David Chiotti for you.

Needless to say, we tracked him down and made the presentation, with both Gary and I a bit teary-eyed through the hugs and yes - the famous kiss. While it was one of the most beautiful things that I have ever been a part of, it was surpassed by something that I witnessed just a few minutes later. You want to see something really beautiful? Well, just watch the way that Gary Chiotti looks at son David one of these days. As David was called up on stage to accept the Leadership award, even from half a room away, I could see the tears welling-up in a proud father's eyes as he led the cheers for his son one more time - just as he had at every game this season.

After all that I had just witnessed, my head was spinning around like a Coyote jumpshot. Fortunately, it was also at this point that I finally remembered to press the record button on my tape recorder! Later, I would realize that some parts of my tape would be rendered inaudible by table chatter and background noise throughout the night - especially the coach's introduction of David. I think that I was able to get most of the speeches though, as I have spent the last several days deciphering them through a set of headphones and various tone filters pushed through an old mixer and into my stereo. If I got any of the words wrong, I surely do apologize as it was difficult to hear much of it.

In introducing David, coach Didrickson called him "one of the hardest working players" that he had ever seen, and the "most improved" from year to year - bar none. Time after time, his tremendous work ethic was praised, as was his attitude and the quiet, but effective leadership qualities that he had utilized throughout his career.

"Everything that I accomplished here was due to great coaching," David Chiotti told the mass of cheering fans upon his introduction on stage. "I am just so thankful to them all. There are just so many people that I'd like to thank tonight, but I'll start with the coaches. Coach D and Coach Farmer are probably the main people on the coaching part of it for me. They made me whole and spent tons of time away from their schedule to come in with me and make me the player that I am. I appreciate them greatly and thank them for that."

"Coach Soucie and Coach Brou are both the kind of guys who will do anything for you. You could call them at any time - just wanting to talk, and they were always there. They were always there to support you, and that is what I will remember about this coaching staff. Coach McKay has really been a big influence in my life. He made me hold on and to start taking responsibilities and hopefully, to have become a better young man."

David concluded by saying, "There's not too much else to say. I love it here and I'll always be around and I'll always be a Lobo fan....so thank you."

Like father, like son - indeed.

Leaving the stage to a thundering ovation, handsome Dave resumed his seat next to the beautiful Kelsey. At this time it would probably be appropriate for me to thank the members of our table for leading the charge all night long in giving every person whose name was announced, a standing ovation. We were the only people standing at most times, and that speaks of our passion for this team and the people behind them. Eric Baldwin especially deserves my thanks, as he most often was rising in tandem with me to give a standing 'O' to them. I was seriously disappointed in many of the other tables, however. Like John Lennon said, maybe they should have just "rattled their jewelry."

Inviting Coach Duane Broussard up to the stage to give out the next award, coach Brou started off by congratulating the first award winner of the evening.

"Great job Dave...uh, where are you at Dave? Oh - there you are." (Scattered laughter as Big Dave was only a few feet away and towering over everyone else at the table) Smiling, coach continued, "This time of the season is probably the best and worst time for me as a coach. It's the best time because, after all that you went through with the guys, the relationships that you build - the bonds that you form...." (smiles sadly and shakes his head) "It's truly amazing for me as a coach and especially at this program. So, I'm certainly grateful for that."

"It's the worst time," he continued, "because the relationships that you do develop, are coming to an end when they are seniors. The coaching, the mentorships, the friendships....It all comes to an end for a coach. And I've got to tell ya, this is uh... (with difficulty and emotion) - these two players have put in so much work to win this special award. We've watched them grow and develop and overcome adversity and just seeing how they have accomplished it has really been inspiring to me. I wish them nothing but the best and I've got to tell you that with one of our recipients, the rigorous courses that he has taken, the practices and the games that he has played in....all of those things but the last one because we ask so much of our student athletes - even the ones that are on scholarship....It is just amazing to me that somebody could dig down so deep and do those things even when he began as a walk-on. So, I must applaud him tremendously."

"The other player...I've gotta tell you - though I won't say any names, but during his recruitment, it might have been one of the most difficult times ever for me as a coach because we had so many hurdles that we had to deal with...but it worked. It was a miracle it worked and when this particular player came, he had such a feistiness and such a fire about him that I knew he was going to be successful. We had some things that we had to work out and we had some things that we had to work on, but I have to tell you, there is no player that I have ever coached who I would rather go to war with than this particular player."

"So with this in mind, I would like to introduce to you first of all.....Jeff Hart!" (warm applause - much of it from his fellow players)

"I just want to thank all of the coaches for being the greatest inspiration to me. I don't know if I see myself as inspirational, but if I am to my teammates, then that means so much more to me. You know, everyday I tried to bring my best effort to practice and to give all that I could. I got that from my parents - I owe it all to them. They did the most for me and they showed me that if you work really hard, then you can do most anything that you want to in life. So that's what I did. I went to practice - I worked hard and if that inspired my teammates, then that makes me very, very happy. Thank-you."

Thunderous applause rolls through the Marriot. I am so ecstatic for Jeff Hart right now. With all of the success that he had in the latter part of his senior season and now - this. Well, that is why I love these players so much. People who live their whole lives based on national bragging rights and some imaginary glory will never know such moments. I feel sorry for them. This is the essence of athletic achievement. No wonder I love sports so much.

(Coach Broussard) "Alright...good job Jeff. Now, come on up here Kris Collins!" {applause}

(Kris) "Like Coach Brou said, man, we really had to work through a lot of stuff! (much laughter) But I'd go to battle with him any day too. He's the whole reason why I came here and I can still remember him telling me how just as soon as they had a scholarship open up, 'I'll come and get you, man."

"So, I called him from my house one day and he was like, 'What's up baby?" (laughs) "He was always acting cool, but you know, I had a good time here and I wouldn't trade it for any other place or any other school. I think it was a great inspiration. It was a pleasure for me to be here - to grow. Um...I'd like to thank my girl, the coaches and my teammates for making this a home away from home. I just want to thank you all for this (raises the award to loud applause)."

Once again, I was just so happy for Kris. Like Jeff Hart, Kris saved his best basketball for the end. All year long, he was our defensive stopper, and he scrapped for 40 minutes every game. I will always remember Kris for everything that he missed out on the previous year. While his fellow future-seniors were winning the Mountain West Tournament in Denver, Kris was at home with a broken foot. While those same teammates were in Nashville to play at the Big Dance, Kris was at home nursing his injury. I was so sad for his misfortune last year, but by the same token, I am even more proud for him this season. Kris never quit or let circumstances get him down. Even when relegated to the bench for a time, the fire inside of him never went out.

Thank you Hart and Soul of the Lobo basketball team.

(Mike Roberts) "Coach Grant Farmer, please join me on the stage for the presentation of the Most Improved Player award."

(Coach Farmer) "Last year I was fortunate enough to give this award to Al Neale and this award's special to me. I think that any coach's main reason to get into coaching, is to watch people improve and to hopefully have a hand in that. So this year - I am going to bring this year's recipient up so that I can talk about him up here....(smiling)....Mr. Daniel Faris" {applause and the sound of LoboMac loudly proclaiming that Daniel would be our next David Chiotti}

"To give you some idea of how much things have improved since Daniel got here, we recently signed a center who is 6'1". {much laughter} But he does have someone special to follow in Dave Chiotti. David Chiotti - as any other coach will attest to, has improved more in four years than just about any other player ever. He's got that to live up to, but I can tell you right now, he is definitely doing it.

Just a short story right now about Daniel. When we were first talking about him, we saw him as a fifth year senior and well, we'd probably redshirt him. But as he kept playing hard and working out, well, obviously he didn't redshirt. Daniel kept on competing hard in practice, but there was a time when we became a little frustrated with him because he was just a little too nice. That is when Daniel became known to us as Daniel 'The Pheasant' Faris {uproarious laughter}."

"Off the court that's great - on the court...well, that's not what we want. So I was thinking about it, and there was a turning point for Daniel when he began to regret the dress. {laughter and Daniel rolling his eyes to the right of coach Farmer} We played Colorado State at home, and Colorado State has like, fourteen 7-footers. So, Stuart Grayson was in and coach put Daniel Faris on him. You could just see Stuart's eyes light up! He was like, 'Okay, I've got Daniel The Pheasant Faris on me, so I'm going to go right after him."

"Well, on the very next possession down the court, Daniel was guarding him and they go right in to Stuart. I don't know if you guys knew this, but Stuart tried backing him down once...and nothing. Daniel stood right there and stuck his chest out, so Stuart goes again. Now the crowd starts going nuts and they start standing up. Stuart goes inside again and Daniel doesn't move. Out of frustration, Stuart raises his elbow and throws it at Daniel's chin and Daniel doesn't move. So he was of course, no longer Daniel The Pheasant Faris." {tremendous laughter and applause}

Coach Farmer continues, "We don't call him that anymore - and don't you call him that either, or he'll get mad at you! Now it is my pleasure to give you over to him."

{Daniel steps up to the podium with a bemused expression on his face and shaking his head at Farmer. Unfortunately, Daniel is a very quiet speaker and my microphone did not quite pick it up. Enough came through though, to indicate what a great sense of humor that he has.}

"I want to thank the coaches as they all did a great job with me most of the time....except for him." {motioning towards coach Farmer with a grin on his face}. "Thank you."

The crowd erupts for the young Lobo - laughing at the same time. I would talk with Daniel after the Banquet and tell him how we all had such great expectations for him next season. Thanking me - and still just the nicest guy that you would ever want to meet, I nevertheless would not want to be his opponent inside the paint next season. There is just something in those eyes that says, "Don't ever underestimate me."

It would be wise not to. Daniel Faris will be the surprise star of next year's team, I predict...and it couldn't happen to a nicer guy. Uh, what I meant to say of course, was that it couldn't happen to a meaner, more despicable and immovable slime dog! (Just kidding, Big D...gulp!)

(Mike Roberts) "I'd like to invite Sheryl King, wife of the late - great Lobo coach, Bob King and coach Brad Soucie up here to help us present the Bob King Most Valuable Player award." {applause}

(Coach Soucie) "It's certainly not a secret what kind of player he was this year, but I was thinking about Mark and I recalled that the first time that I ever met Mark, he had one foot out the door. When we got here four years ago, the first thing that we did was have individual meetings with every player that was here. At the time, it seemed to be a trend that every player wanted to transfer and go someplace else. Mark was one of the last players to come into Coach McKay's office, and when we asked Mark what his plans were, Mark said, 'I'm going to transfer."

"Well, we all know that you stayed and we are so glad that you did. I tell you, there are an awful lot of Mark Walters memories. Mark is truly this team's most valuable player. Over the past four years, Mark has probably played every position on the team. He has played the point guard for us at times and of course the shooting guard. He's guarded much bigger players...you know, power forwards and early on in his freshman year, we even had him guarding a few 5's too. Mark has just done everything that a coach could ever ask for, and he's never complained. He's never had issues about playing out of position and guarding much bigger players. He just always would do whatever coach McKay wanted him to do. Mark has guarded quick players, he's guarded strong players and he's guarded the team's best player. In my opinion, he's one of my most favorite players to have ever coached because of his great attitude. He came to work everyday and got better and better over his whole career."

"I'll never forget the game last year at the NCAA tournament, when Mark just kind of took this team on his back in the second half, and we almost won the game. I think my most favorite moment though, came during this season at the New Mexico State game. We were down 3 points, I think it was, and time was running down on the clock. For one of the few times, I was really getting nervous - especially since it was on our home court. Well, Mark gets the ball in his hands and from way out beyond the three-point line, makes a bucket to send the game into overtime. It really has been my privilege to coach and to help out a player by the name of Mark Walters. And, it is certainly my privilege now to announce that our 2005-2006 Most Valuable Player is....Mark Walters." {A loud, standing ovation}

{Coach Soucie in reference to Mark's attire} "Mark's showing you tonight that real men actually do wear pink." {laughter while Mark shakes his head and smiles}

"I just want to thank my mom first of all," Mark told the assembled. "She's always been there for me (motions for her to stand which elicits a loud ovation). The whole coaching staff, thanks for having confidence in me and giving me confidence in myself. Also, for giving me the strength to deal with some things that I needed to deal with. I'd like to thank all of my teammates for being there for me - especially you, JR (smiling). There are just so many people that are important to me here. Miss Evelyn - she's like our second mom. She does everything for us - she takes care of us. Coach Day...I knew coach Day back in high school in the good old days. He's another big reason why I'm the player that I am today. Our trainers are just the best, they do everything for us. Mr. Davalos, I've always talked with him and he always had tons of confidence in me as well...thank you. It has all been so amazing. I just wish that I had another year but...(shakes his head sadly). Thank you!"

(Mike Roberts) "So do you get it now? You're the man.

(Mark Walters shouting from the crowd) "No, you're the man!"

Smiling and shaking his head, Mike Roberts explained, "Everytime that Mark got on the bus, he'd come over to where I was sitting and say, 'You're the man!' I would say no, you're the man and it would go back and forth. Well tonight, you are the man, and that's all there is to it!"

{Appreciative applause from the gathered supporters}

After the applause finally died down, Mike introduced a highlight video of the 2005-2006 Lobo Basketball season, with the admonishment that once it was over, bidding would be closed on the turquoise jerseys. It was also time to eat during the break, but I noticed Aaron Day checking out the jersey's on display and rushed over to meet him.

Introducing myself, the first thing Coach Day said was, "It is great to finally meet you. Me and Lindsey just love your site and we were both disappointed that we did not get to meet Linda and you back in December while she was down in New Mexico."

Thanking him for his kind words as well as for the tremendous interview that he gave to Linda, coach replied, "The thanks all goes to Linda. She did a fantastic job on it. In fact, that is like, my parent's favorite article in the world!"

Sharing a good laugh together, coach Day added, "Now that Lindsey is out of school, hopefully her and Linda can finally get together for their interview."

Thanking him for that and also for the superb training that he gives our athletes, coach Day smiled appreciatively and we said our goodbyes. Looking over at the jerseys, I was bemused to find that someone had already bid $300 for the Jeff Hart jersey. Looking over at the others, Mark Walters had a whopping $1,000 bid on his with Kris at $125 and Dave at $300 respectively. Well, Dave didn't stay at $300 for long, as Kurt came up and kicked Snake's bid to the curb by raising the ante to $400.

"Hmm," I thought to myself, "looks like my best bet is the Kris Collins jersey," for which I quickly bid $135 dollars, feeling confident it was mine.

As I took my seat back at the table, I watched as a disappointed Snake stared at the $400 bid the Brooklyn Kid had just put on his jersey. As I watched, my heart really went out to him, as several times he bent over the table as if planning to submit a higher bid than Kurt, only to realize that it was just out of reach. Eyeing the rest of the gear, he looked at my Collins bid and - hesitating for a few minutes, outbid me by $10.

Walking over to him, I smiled and said, "Well, if I have to lose the damn thing, I would want it to be you." Even though the bid was still not at the halfway point of the limit I had set for myself, I decided that I wanted him to have it more than I did.

Days later, I would be angry at myself for not upping the bids on the Jeff Hart uni at the last minute to $310. I mean, what's ten dollars more?

Oh, well. Three hundred dollars richer but infinitely Lobo-poorer, I took my seat as the show was about to resume.

The second half of the big show was mainly going to consist of head coach Ritchie McKay "roasting" some of the players. For me, this was the best part. After warmly introducing the coach to a very receptive audience, Ritchie and Mike enjoyed a little back and forth banter, with Ritchie finally pointing at Mike and proclaiming, "The best announcer in the history of college basketball." {standing ovation}

"Now you can sit down," coach jokingly added.

Beginning his critique with Kris Collins, Coach McKay said, "Kris Collins has been a player who is very special to me. Kris and Jade are expecting a baby girl...Pinkney. Hopefully not tonight of course." {laughter} "Kris, if you wouldn't mind making your way to the stage." {applause}

"Kris Collins is someone that I am extremely proud of. He is a young man who has faced adversity throughout his career here. He has handled his own difficulties with tremendous, tremendous, resilience. I will give you an example. When Kris went from being a starter his junior year and hurting his foot - he was out for the season and really had a chance to give-up on himself, but he didn't. He kept working in the classroom and by his senior year, he had great anticipation. He came out and started - wasn't playing great, so I sat him down for a little bit. He could have sulked and pouted, back-talked and had a poor attitude, but he was the total opposite of that."

"He has been a great representative of this school and excited about our team winning and being successful. I am really, really, I mean sincerely, proud of this young man. He will make an impact on any life that he touches. Please give it up for Kris Collins." {loud applause}

Coach beaming at Kris, jokes, "Uh, you don't have to talk any. But you know that players can't wear earrings at team functions. I know that you're a senior, but you've got a 6 a.m. tomorrow, otherwise, you need to give that jersey back."

"And you think I'm kidding too," coach added with an mischievous grin. {much laughter as Kris walks off shaking his head and smiling}

"The next player that I'd like to stand up is Jeffrey Dale Hart...you're next." {applause}

"Jeff Hart is another member who has overachieved. There is a story being told in some circles about the time that I first saw Jeff play at the New Mexico Sports and Wellness center down at Del Norte. I was playing basketball there - right about the time that I first got down to New Mexico, and Jeff tells the story as if he was schooling some old dude who didn't know who he was. Blowing by me for inside baskets and shooting over me from the outside, Jeff claimed that I said, 'Hey - we could really use you on the team!"

"That not how it went. I felt really sorry for this little, skinny kid. I thought he was in eighth grade, so I let him get his confidence - I was giving him 'high-fives' and encouragement like that. He probably ended up scoring in there somewhere, but it still worked out great for UNM. Here's a young man that has tremendous class, a great work ethic and is an excellent, excellent leader. He's got success written all over him, and I'm really proud of the way he endured - just like Kris did. He kept believing in himself, and for that, your teammates are very thankful for your service to UNM....Jeff Hart!'" {applause}

(Jeff Hart) "Once again, I just want to say thank you to my parents. I love you guys both so much. They're the ones who should be getting the applause, not me, because they do everything for me. My girlfriend Jenny, she's done so much for me and been so supportive. All of my teammates - even you J.R. (laughter). I love all of you guys. Chris, Dave, Mark, I'll keep in touch with you guys - I love you guys. And I love the rest of my teammates. You guys are going to have a great season next year. Um...all the coaches. Coach McKay, coach Farm, coach Soucie, coach Diesel...where are you at coach Diesel? Standup!"

"We call him coach 'Diesel' because he is so strong." {Laughter}

"Coach Brou, Shawn Jimenez....I just want to thank all of you guys. Now I'm going to tell you what really happened at Sports and Wellness. {Laughter} So, there's this old guy out on the court, right? Somebody told me that he coached for UNM.This was just another day at the gym for me, so I came down the court and gave him a pump fake - and he later taught us not to go for those pump fakes, you know? So anyway, he goes for the pump fake and I drive to the right and laid it....(turning to look directly at coach McKay)...I dunked it." {people laughing their heads off}

"He was an old dude, you know? So after that I backed off and hit a few threes. Thanks for everything coach, I'm really going to miss you guys." {much applause}

(Coach McKay) "Jeff, have you ever seen the movie, Liar, Liar? I was remiss in not introducing your date. I am going to ask the dates to please stand up, and I'll show you all how great it is to be at UNM basketball participant. Gentlemen, we're in way over our heads!" {Coach then introduces the player dates as well as the parents who were able to attend.}

Coach next began speaking about #13, Big David Chiotti. "It is hard to dismiss this young man. He's been such a backbone of our program since our staff has been here. Just a tremendous person with great character, he has a sense of work ethic that is unmatched. Some of the best people that I've had a chance to work with - including some of the guys in the NBA, are a lot like David. That is, David really longs for the team and it's success. He could have been very selfish and averaged 20 points and 10 rebounds, but instead David humbled himself and, whatever was best for the team, he was prepared to do it. I hope that he continues to play....like Mike mentioned earlier about his injuries. I never knew when he was hurt, though. Well, sometimes I knew it but I didn't really want to know. So Smitty would have to tell me because David wasn't going to tell me. If the coaches told me, then they were going to have to get up at 6 a.m. with the players who were in trouble." {laughter}

"His ability to fight through any adversity is really admirable, and you all should be sincerely proud that he was a Lobo - thank you David." {a big hand for Dave}

Coach changes gears, and next begins to talk about #5 Mark Walters. "Moving right along now - so that Jeffrey doesn't have a chance to come up here and tell you anymore of his 'stories'. Mark Walters - I told Mark that this is the best that I've ever seen him look and he's dateless. If we have any eligible ladies here - if you like Mark then I think that he's all yours." {much laughter}

"He's here with his mother, Rosita Walters, and with his sister Fanoy." {applause} I don't want to sound redundant, but Mark is just a great young man. I'm probably as proud of Mark Walters as any player that I've ever coached. After all that we've been through and to see the way that Mark has grown and become a man (smiles fondly). He's someone that will be a great father to his children and a great friend to his friends. He's a young man who I think will play for money for as long as he likes, but in anything that he does, he will be successful. Give it up for our Player of the Year, Mark Walters." {applause}

After Mark and coach joke around a bit {not captured on tape}, Coach McKay introduces us to Rudy Davalos and his entire athletic department staff, David Harris and finally, the board of regents - who he calls "the power people." Next he thanked the Lobo Club for "an outstanding job" and thanked the Marriot for hosting the event.

Moving on, Ritchie continued, "Some of our people who get zero credit behind the scenes, is our Sports Information Director for men's basketball, Jay Blackman, who is here with his fiancee Gwynn. David Smith - Smitty are you here? David Smith, our trainer is also invaluable. Our players just love those guys. They do such a great job for our family. Thank you so much." {a nice round of applause for all} "Our administrative assistant who gets absolutely zero credit, but when you talk to her, you know just how valuable she is...Eva Ruof" {one of the biggest hands of the night}

"Our strength coach is Aaron Day, and he's as good as there is. I've just got to tell you Aaron, you've got a great future ahead of you, but thank you for what you have done for our program. Aaron is here with his wife Lindsey." {much applause} "As good as he is, you should see his jump shot (makes a face). I don't have to tell you who wins those HORSE games!" {laughter}

Ritchie then introduces the managers, and heaps praise upon them, saving his assistant coaches for last. "Coaches and especially you four wives, thank you for all of the sacrifices that you've made. You've allowed your husbands to do whatever it is we need to grow our family. The commitment, the loyalty and the dedication that you have for us men is very honorable, and we are very blessed with it...thank you."

Coach then thanked the team's academic advisor, saying, "Dawn is the reason that we had the highest GPA in men's basketball in ten years." He the added, "We don't have a team chaplain, but JR Ruiz is our character coach. Would you please stand up JR." {applause for both}

"This is a hard night for me, because my boss is leaving and I wanted to publicly thank him in front of you fans and supporters. What a great, great pillar he has been to this community. The way that he has advanced Lobo athletics, is to a degree that no one has ever done before. He's been the greatest boss that I've ever had and one of the best people that has ever stepped foot on the campus of the University of New Mexico. Please, give it up for Rudy Davalos and his wife Gail." {loud, standing ovation}

"And now, getting back to our players with the freshmen first. Ryan Kersten is here with his wife - uh, I mean his girlfriend {laughter}. Would you please stand?" {applause}

"Ryan, could you come on up here for just a minute? Ryan had an excellent freshman campaign and we're really excited about his future with the program, but I just wanted you to hear his accent! You wouldn't mind telling us would you, why you chose UNM and exactly how you landed Kylette?"

Ryan goes up to the microphone, and cooly says, "Uh...well...I met Kylette...umm... December 8th and I've been with her ever since. I chose New Mexico because of the coaches and it seemed like a cool place to go...so I came here...so there!" {much laughter and applause}

As Ryan rejoins the gorgeous Kylette, Ritchie cannot resist saying, "Good on ya, mate!"

"We've not been married yet," Ryan replies from the table.

"Look - look. Obviously, you should take my advice," coach smiled back. "You should put the ring on her finger, before she gets tested for her eyesight." {uproarious laughter}

"Our next freshman won an award tonight. Daniel Faris, would you stand up please?" {applause} "I mean this when I say this, he is even better than David Chiotti was when he was a freshman." Then lowering his voice to a confidential tone, coach says, "Sorry Dave." {everybody laughs}

"But, he didn't get the minutes that I wanted him to this year, because we had the best post in the league. Daniel, your future's coming and if you work hard you'll be great for us." {applause}

"Our redshirt freshmen who is a sophomore academically is here. Chad Toppert and his girlfriend Caitlyn." {applause} "We haven't called you up yet, so come up here and stand with me...unlike his father, Bob (makes a face). Come on, come on Chad. Come on up here." {coach then introduces Chad's parents as Chad finally relents and joins the coach on stage}

"Now Chad, Chad's hating us right about now. Not a man of many words, but Chad, give us some insight on the competition between you and your father in the driveway over the years."

Chad dutifully steps up to the podium and says, "Um, I don't think that we should talk about the competition between me and my father. I think that we should talk about the competition between me and my mom." {wild laughter with father Bob grimacing and pointing at Chad, while feigning anger}

"Bob, I could take a little break for you right now, but we're on a schedule, so we have to move. Besides, our kids have class in the morning." {more laughter}

"I've just got to say, that's not good for the old allowance, Chad."

About his next victim, coach had this to say, "Here dateless tonight - and I don't know why, because he's a good looking cat. From California...Tony Danridge. Come on up Tony." {applause}

"As Tony makes his way up, he's thinking right now, 'Man coach, I hate you!"

McKay then adds, "He's standing there thinking, 'Man, why are making me come up?' Just you watch. He's going to come up with laryngitis or something. And he looks so good tonight. Come on Tony, at least tell us a little something about that dunk on Kansas State."

Bashful as always, Tony leans into the microphone and quietly says, "Jeff threw me a good pass and so I dunked it." {much hilarity ensues}

"ESPN had that as it's top play all over the country, so you're the man," a smiling coach tells Tony, who couldn't get off of the stage fast enough.

Briefly talking with Tony after the banquet (any conversation with Tony is bound to be brief), he indeed is just the nicest, most humble (and shy) person that you'll ever meet. Telling him how much that we loved his speech brought a huge smile to his face, as well as a polite, "Thank you." I tell you, when it comes to the basketball court, I wouldn't mind if Tony develops a little more aggressive alter-ego. But as far as being a human being, Tony, don't you ever change. Even a little bit.

Coach continues at this juncture with, "Another young man whom I'm really encouraged by with his improvement, and he's already had a great spring...Darren Prentice with his girlfriend Josie and his mom, Myra." {applause}

"Darren is another real positive for our fans, and people think that he's in and out of our doghouse, but he's not actually. He's a great kid who has got a tremendous attitude and tremendous quickness. He's done an excellent job this spring, and so Darren, why don't you tell us what it's like to have a teammate like JR Giddens."

Smiling and shaking his head, Darren says, "This was written by JR Giddens." {Laughter} "He's the first person to say something if someone comes up. I mean, if someone says anything, JR has to have the last word. He always has to have the last word. Hey JR, I hope that we play well together next season, and I hope we have a great season." {applause}

I was relieved to see Darren so happy, and very much looking forward to next season. Hopefully, this will put to rest any idle speculation as to him transferring possibly, anytime in the near future.

"Blake Harden is here, along with his parents, Mark and Evonne Harden. Blake, would you stand up please." {applause}

"Blake's having shoulder surgery soon, but he's such a warrior and we're excited about Blake and what he means to our program. He's doing a great job...he's a division one player and we got him for free. But I can announce, he will soon be getting a scholarship..."{coach is interrupted by applause} "I'm very, very thankful that he's in our program. Okay Blake, you've got two sentences to tell us about what it was like having Mark Walters and Dave Chiotti as teammates."

Walking up to the podium, Blake tells the crowd, "Mark Walters is an incredible young man who has inspired me in many ways. He's always been a good friend to me, and despite being an upperclassman, he's never showed it. He's always been beside me and he's always been there for me. Dave Chiotti is a great leader, and tonight he won an award for it and he's very deserving of that. He's always been there beside me to coach me and to lead by example, as far as work ethic. And also how tough it is, as far as being a contender and uh, (smiles) that's all in less than two sentences." {laughter}

As Blake leaves the stage, coach can't resist cracking, "You either had some long sentences, or math isn't your best subject." {laughter}

"Okay, I'm probably not going to bring these guys up, as our video guy is probably getting tired (chuckles). JR Giddens is the first MacDonald's All-American to ever come to the University of New Mexico. JR, would you please stand." {applause}

"Never mind. I've just gotta hear this, so come on up JR." {applause and laughter}

"JR of course, transferred in here from Kansas. He was a lot of the reason why our second five, almost always would defeat our starting five in scrimmages this season. No matter how many times I'd try to cheat and give our first team some confidence, he wouldn't allow it. And Darren's right. He's always got something to say, so I'm just going to give you the floor and the mic, just so that you can tell them what you think about...um, coach McKay." {oohs and ahhs from the gathered}

Unlike the image that his teammates portrayed him as tonight, JR smiles and quietly says, " I think coach is a good guy, as long as he believes in me." {laughter}

Coach starts to interrupt, and JR quietly admonishes him with, "Can I speak?" {more laughs as coach smiles and then shrugs} "I always get the last word in," JR reminds the audience. "Nah, but seriously, I think that I've really improved since I came here, and most of that is coach McKay. He has a lot of confidence in me and in my game." Then, turning towards coach with a big smile, he adds, "So, did I do okay?" {laughter}

Coach McKay walks up and stares at his notes on the podium, saying, "Hey...you blacked out a couple of the things that I had written down here!" {much laughter}

"Next, you'll remember his three-point expertise or prowess. He's from Grand Junction with his date tonight, Ashton. And this is just great, because he hasn't had a date since he's been here with us." {laughter} "Come on up, Kellen. I'd just like to hear a few words from you. Kellen is just a tremendous young man, who I love to death. He's just been getting better and better. He's been great so far this spring - he's got his confidence and he's the best shooter on our team. He's really going to help our offense, especially with the rest of the guys that we'll have next year. Kellen, why don't you just talk about uh, tell us about your favorite fast-food restaurant...Wendy's."

Coach says something {I think} about his not liking public speaking in the background, and Kellen replies, "You know I don't" as everybody laughs.

Kellen kind of stares at the microphone, and fidgets a bit, finally saying, "Um...I really don't have anything to say."

Coach comes up beside him - grabs the mic, and says, "Thank youuuu, Kellen!" {laughter}

"Last but not least in the junior class, he sat out this year as a redshirt. He's here with his date, Kayla....Aaron Johnson." {applause}

"Since you're last, let me go ahead and get you to come on up. See - he can't wait to get up here! Him and JR could talk to you for the rest of the night...and I'm not kidding you."

Coach starts to add something else just as Aaron comes up to the mic, but gets cut off.

"You can talk about it later," Aaron says mock-seriously into the microphone. {laughter}

First off, I want to thank Aaron Day, because I couldn't fit into this suit until like, three weeks ago." {laughter} "It's very personally disturbing to me, that Steve Harvey is my coach." {howls of laughter as Aaron points at coach McKay who's trying hard not to laugh}

"Obviously I joke, but I do it out of love because I love you man. I love all of you and having fun - I just love all of you, man. I love green chilie and I eat it all of the time." {laughter}

"But you know I (pauses) I was involved in a situation this year, but I feel that God wanted me to play here next year, just like my man Dave did. Thanks very much, and have a safe evening, alright?" {extremely warm applause}

Coach strolls back to the podium with a stern expression on his face and says, "Steve Harvey, huh?" Looking out over his players who are all cracking-up, coach adds, "So you guys think that's pretty funny, huh? {more laughter} "By the way players, we've got a 6 a.m. tomorrow. AJ, be there by 5:30." {everyone laughing except for maybe the players - even though they know that coach is just kidding them}

"Aaron led the Big 10 in rebounding when he was a junior and we really have high hopes for him. I've just got to thank our seniors once again for what they've done, but we're really excited about next year's team, because I think it is the best one we have had in our - coming-up on five years. I expect greatness from our group next year, because we are familiar with the system. We've got some excellent recruits coming in and we've learned now, how to be a part of something bigger than ourselves."

"When I talk about success, I understand that this is the University of New Mexico and we all want the postseason and NCAA Tournament bids. We expect it as a program and as a coaching staff, and I don't take lightly the honor and the privilege that it is to coach at UNM. But, I do have some perspective on this year's team. Our team was in every game. I've been doing this for nineteen years now as a coach, and another ten before that as a player, and I don't think that I've ever been through a season where a team didn't get blown out at least one game that year."

"Although we really didn't blow a whole lot of teams out, not one, single team dominated us. And we were out-manned - terribly on a few occasions, but it speaks to the level of character and perseverance of this group...when you lose a class like Al, Danny and Tony. I could talk about the numbers, but more importantly, I'll talk about the minutes. They dominated. If there was a criticism about that team, it was that it slowed down the progress of some of our newer players. Well, certain guys had to step up this year. David and Mark had multitudes of minutes, if you will. But in order for our group to have accomplished what they did this year, everyone had to contribute. I'm very pleased with those efforts. Am I satisfied? No."

Coach grows even more passionate in his statements, warming my heart. He was not just saying these closing remarks, but confidently and emotionally stating them as fact. Unfortunately, it is a side of him that many people refuse to see. But on this night, I would learn that it is indeed the truest measure of the man and it made me prouder than ever before to be a fan of this team.

"In no way, shape or form was it a disappointing season in terms of what we accomplished. Our young men grew - they were better people. And in spite of what you may read, we have great character in our family. You can see it in the way that they conduct themselves. If you have sat at a table with one our players - one of these men, they're excellent representatives of their families and this university. And that's what we want - that's what we want to promote as representatives of this program. Now...that being said, we will never be satisfied in a season that doesn't end in a postseason. Now, I truly believe that next year - if we have a break or two, we could do what some of the teams that you're still watching are doing in Atlanta this year. I don't really believe that this group is quite that talented yet, but teams of character can accomplish great things. {loud, standing ovation}

"I'd also like to thank you - the fans. There are so many more faces out there that deserve recognition, but you're the reason why this place is so special. Raise your hand if you've ever written in to that "Speak-Up" section. {laughter} "Is Gary from Santa Fe here?" {laughter} "If so, could you meet me outside after the banquet? I've got some "speak-up" words for you." {uproarious laughter}

"To the eye that doesn't understand the game or the process, that's a challenge to you to see what we're doing with our program. But to those that appreciate and aren't captivated by instant gratification, you can see that there is a process that has evolved in our men's basketball program, and I truly believe that greatness will come from it. And, hopefully, you'll be on the floor when we're at the NCAA Tournament in the Final Four. But if not, I can tell you this: When these young men walk out of this program, they are great representatives of UNM. I sincerely thank you - our supporters, who give time and energy, finances...and you are famous, believe it or not. You are again, why this program is what it is today, and will be what it will become in the future. Thank you."

Our great coach elicits perhaps the loudest standing ovation of the night (I know - because I had to turn down my headphones!). As good as it gets? You bet.

Now, Mike Roberts takes over the podium once again.

"Not many times that you've gotten a standing ovation like that one, huh?"

From the side of the stage, Ritchie calls out, "Nope - that's it." {laughter}

At that particular time, Mike invited a representative of the Branch Law Firm onto the stage in order to present them with a signed team photo in token of their support of Lobo athletics and for sponsoring the event. Closing the curtain on the very special night, Mike decided that Kellen Walter needed to come back up on stage. After much imploring of Kellen to come up and do his infamous imitation of him, Kellen finally relented and started forward.

"The only thing is that when Kellen imitates me, the hero is always Kellen Walter," Mike explains.

"Come on Kellen. Say what you usually say when you're mocking me," Mike says with comic indignation.

Kellen is shaking his head and appears to want to be anywhere else on earth, but on that particular stage just then. The crowd suddenly erupts in chants of, "Come on Kellen!" and "You can do it!"

Mike continues, trying to goad him into it, "Well...it goes like this...Kellen Walters in the corner...he shoots the three and he....makes the three!"

Grudgingly, Kellen steps up to the mic and delivers a near perfect, eerily familiar, Mike Roberts imitation through the speakers. Honestly, if I hadn't been there to see it with my own eyes, I would think that it is Mike listening to my tape recording. It brings the house down, and the curtain on this spectacular and most moving event.

God, I love this team.

Wow. It truly doesn't get any better than this - and yet, as I indicated early on in this piece, it was also a night of equal sadness.

Too many goodbyes for this graying wolf.

Too many fond memories.

A big issue has been made in recent years, over the decline in attendance. Well, the only people who were cheated are those fickle idiots who stayed at home. How could they not pack this venue to see their local heroes and such achieving and honorable men as Jeff Hart and Mark Walters represent the very heart of their state? Or, how could they fail to not cheer a young man like Kris Collins who never gave less than 100% for this team and it's coaches, and still has the injuries and scars to prove it?

And then there is David. He was worth the price of admission alone. Never giving an inch of ground to any opponent - even when that opponent was a future lottery pick and he was giving up several inches in height. No, David was a biblical Lobo-lion, with that wild, mane of curly hair. He and Mark and Jeff and Kris endured...through what then seemed like the road to hell and back, but what now just seems way too short for me. They never quit. They never gave up. They never turned their backs on us.

And I am just so damn proud of them all.

For you see, unlike those fickle fans who say things anonymously that they would never say to their faces, these young men always got it.

They knew that the air would come out of the basketball one day soon, and so they sharpened their wits and their knowledge and their character just as much as they fine-tuned their muscles. They were preparing for the circle of life - not just the circle of hoops that so many non-players in the stands seem to think is the beginning and end of life on this planet.

How could you not admire them for that? Believe me, we have not heard the last of these fine, young men.

Au revoir, gentlemen.

And then there is our coach. After reading this, how can you possibly have any doubt to his commitment and sincerity? Or of his raw passion? When I think of what he has endured these past four seasons, my heart really goes out to him. So you say that he gets paid the "big bucks" for that sort of thing? Bullshit. When did we devolve to such a point on this planet, where we decided that any person deserves such callous treatment? And especially one who so honorably coaches a game played by someone else's kids? Look in the mirror sometime. This team and this coach have given their all for the family and this school. What have some of you done for this school lately, other than bitch like a little baby when the score didn't fall our way?

Coach McKay would probably not appreciate such language from me, but that is alright by me. He is a much better person than I am, and that is why I look up to him and trust him completely to be a mentor for our young student/athletes.

Thank you, Coach Ritchie McKay.

And then there is the Coyote. He says that we will keep in touch - and I know that he means it, but human nature being what it is, well....

The great circle is always turning, and you just have to count your blessings where you find them. Gary, the day that the wheels and the gears of the spin cycle brought us two odd socks together, was a day that I'll never forget for as long as I live.

Thank you, my good friend.

And then there is Jeff Carlton. With all of the jokes that I make at his expense, he probably has no idea of how highly that I regard him. Leaving for the Dallas area soon, he was the only Lobo beat reporter worth a damn in this whole town. Clearly, I think the world of him and it all goes back to the first game that I ever went to with my UNM media pass on. No need to rehash that again - he knows what he did.

We will surely miss you, Carltonator.

Just too many goodbyes. I still cannot stand the thought of a Lobo university without Rudy Davalos. He is our Alpha male in every single way. Best of luck Paul Krebs - you are going to need it. Rudy Davalos used to toss out appendages of other athletic directors to his dogs every morning before heading off to work...seriously! One hundred years from now, Rudy Davalos will be a legend in the annals of Lobo lore. He already is one for me.

Thank you, Rude-Dawg.

Ah, but it's a crazy - often sad, but always beautiful circle that this world is. I have never seen Rudy so happy, and he so richly deserves such happiness, so who am I to despair? Kris and Jade Collins are about to set a child of their own upon this merry-go-round any day now. Not to worry though, he will have a simply great dad to help guide him through any twists and turns that may lie in his path. And that is what makes it a true circle. The love just goes on and on and on...

Oh, but there is another circle, the circle of good friends and great Lobo fans sitting at our table. Honestly, a wolf has never belonged to a finer pack. Thank you David, for putting this whole thing together. Like our athletes, you never shy away from the hard contact that it takes to make such things happen. And then there is Gary Stepic. I urge all of you to please give him some love every time that he posts those marvelous pictures of his. You truly have no idea the dedication and work that it requires. Every time that I looked across the table for him, he wasn't there. Instead, he was out taking pictures for all of us. I just don't see how he does it while such an exciting event is going on all around him, and yet he has to stay focused on one, small portion of it. Let's not be such spoiled brats anymore, and try to show some genuine appreciation for what he does for all of us fans. He has not charged us a cent for the photos he lets us use (and he lets us use them all).

Now, that is some real Lobo love.

And then there was that untamed wolf-pup at our table. Although my recorder picked him up about as much as it did some of the players, that's okay. Who could blame him for being a little excited? I mean, it's not like any of us ever got to attend a Lobo banquet when we were just seven years old! Yep, he's being raised right...as the circle prepares him to accept the Lobo baton from his father one of these days and perhaps, one day to even pass it down to a son of his own.

The team will be in good hands.

And finally, there was one other reason why I was a bit melancholy on this special occasion. It was because of two Lobos who never got a chance to see their own senior banquets, or even their 21st and 22nd birthdays. They would have been long-graduated by now, but they still cast a shadow over the event for me.

Patrick and Billy, I wish that you could have been there.

It really perplexes me, why more fans don't take the time to understood this never-ending Lobo circle a little bit better, and the way that it's constant orbit around our lives can sometimes make you dizzy.

Or sad.

Or exhilarated.

Or all three at the same time.

For in our circular world, the circumference always equals the diameter. Or in other words, we're only going to get back from the Lobos what we put into them.